Wednesday, July 30, 2008
As support comes in slowly I know that the Lord is providing. He has given me moments of peace, but also moments of uncertainty. My heart is clinging to my family and friends I am leaving behind, but has wide open arms to latch onto the adventure that awaits me. I am up at camp wondering if this is all real. Or if I am just going to wake up from a dream and realize I am still a junior in college and have to re-live it all over again. Right now, I ask for pray for peace and a confidence that can only come from the Lord...I know He is faithful and in the end if everything works out it will be of Him.
Monday, July 21, 2008
Raising support is probably one of the most difficult things I have ever had to do. But every time I begin to doubt what is going on He proves Himself. Just last week I was starting to get anxious about everything and one random day I met a teacher who has been working at BFA for the last five years. So random, especially because I was up at Hume Lake. Not only that but her parents offered to help support me. It just showed me that the Lord was ultimately in control and going to provide at all times.